Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Whats the point ????

What the fu***ng point???? I seem to enquire myself on every deed of mine.

A lot seems to have transgressed in the past….. but the walk down the power corridor has finally reaped….. though for a very small stretch, I finally brand myself as one who has been through the thick and thin of the most toxic situation ever in my life.

I sought support sometimes, sometimes I sought isolation--- but I seemed to acquire none. Indeed life had tested me with a very serious hair pin bend, whats more the spirituality quotient seemed to quiver and I was left with mammoth frustrations and bare minimum incisions. What I carry outside the bend is immunity towards snares.

The minors have lost their relevance in my dictionary. My admiration list seems to have a surprise entry in DP, never expected this guy to rise….. his intricate disposition is still a reservation for me… but the way he has networked himself is commendable. I pity the ones who reveal their jealousy in blasphemous ways. One should try and renovate one’s own USP rather than tampering others……. That’s where people seem to lag behind in the race.

Career Laucher has given me direction towards an elusive target, hope to continue and make the best out of the deal. The nitty-gritty’s have been given the first gear which I seem to cross right at the onset these days. The ego, the anger, the sloth, the lust, the jealousy, the greed, the ……. naaaaaaaaaaaahhHHHH !!!!

Its high time I exert myself and retrieve the hidden challenges in my management domain, these two years seem to be crucial and I do not want to repent two years down the line. i need to realise that there is nothing left to prove any more, there is lots left to achieve and only achieve....... i do not need to act in order to cast an impression, incite an admiration or articulate an appreciation, its high time i start working towards being at the other side of my contemplations.
The nascent years of an emerging powerhouse have seemed to commence

chao and cheers to renewed vigour.