Dispossessions / Evictions / Confessions

There has been an evident disconnect between whatever i do and whatever i aspire to accomplish, whatever i utter and whatever i may want to state, whatever i see and whatever i may want to sight, whatever i think and whatever i may want to concieve or percieve. Perhaps the difference lies in magnanimity of the replacement word- say accomplishing for doing, stating for uttering so on and so forth.

No matter what the impressions, finesse in usage and conduct does play a pivotal role in projecting yourself. However, I have started to feel that i may be over-selling myself as an individual. People have started taking note of they activities and started conditioning their cells towards accepting me as a person who may not have any complaints from life whatsoever. Their attitude towards me seems to reflect their inconvenience in accepting myself as one without worriments against them amidst perturbations galore. However, as Dhruv correctly pointed out that 'Its is the moments which you think bring out the man in you, which contribute the least in shaping you', similarly, my attempts to over-sell are not fruits borne out of self-concious efforts but my generic demeanor. I wonder why people feel that we in Bangalore have a cake-walk while they trudge spines. This comparison has resulted in me feigning ignominy in order to glue the unwanted fissures.

On a different scale, I have started to believe that one should be forward-looking as that fills within you a sense of excitement towards the unknown. Past memories must be given their merited piazzas and nothing more for they are more of a learning curve which you should be referring to in your quest towards realising the epitome. So in simple jargon- Value your past only as an indicator but value your future as a craved possession.

The experiment today has Anto on his heels until he read that the World continues to be SAFE !!! And i have started to appreciate vertiable flow of thoughts and structuring as i write my Point of View on the Telecom Industry.

"Immense Value Add" as Dhawal would put it..... in order to impress his supervisor

'Life is a melodrama, try interspersing it with intimacy and benevolence'

Thank You...!!!

I always feel i have been the most ungrateful wretch on earth. Life has been very kind to me, yet i have managed to obliviate the benevolent memories and persisted with the malevolent ones.
Sometimes this is what can be termed as 'pons - asinorum' (I guess Johney is gonna blast me for using this word too often... but somehow i seem to attach this to myself on various counts)

The Freud test revealed Family, Love-life, Friends, Knowledge and Money in the decreasing order of my priorities.

So let me thank Monu C. Varghese, Dione Kurian, Shincy Elsa Philip, Puneet Kamboj, Guarav Negi, Bharat Panwar, Chetali Kapoor, Shriram Mani,Rachita Mohan, Pankaj Pandey, Gaurav Kumar, Viplav Sinha, Rahul, Chetan Thakur, Vivek Sharma, Rocky Rajput, Joydeep Biswas, Rajagopal, Ritesh Garg, Vignesh, Varun Arora, Ajo Abraham, Ruchi Singh, Shilpi Bharadwaj, Nishant Upadhyay and Swati Sharma.

Some of my DCE mnates namely Nigar Khan, Svetlana Dimitrov, Sachin Pant, Gaurav Chabbaria, Neha Garg, Vikram Sisodia and Maria Suzanne.

Over to the affable IIITM - Ashutosh Uniyal, Marut Chaudhary, N. Johney, Nikhil Jha, Sanjay Saini, Manish Chauhan, Alok Kumar, Jayant Singh, Akshay Anand, Dhruv Joshi, Shishir Chandrol, Ankur Khandelwal, Chinna Reddy, Yatendra Singhal, Ravi Garg, Santosh Kumar Singh, Aditya Singh Kushwah, Ankit Verma, Ayush Bhatt, Steven Mudda, Naveen Aksolia, Amrapali Sukhdeve, Sandeep, Manjari Sheela, Ranjeet Arya and Ruchika Gupta.

And now to the Bangalore gang- Dhawal (the decision maker), Anubha Gumastha, Suman Kansotiya, Annie Shen, Mirra and expanding.... (of course Marut, Joshi and Paaji are not discounted)

Well thanks for reading this piece of junk... i was wondering as to why friends feature third in my list of priorities within the Freudian test. I also managed to recollect most of the surnames. Please pardon me if i discounted your name in the flow.... it has been a free flowing thanks giving blog.

I would like to meet all of You atleast once more in future !!!! Adios