30 April 2006
There are somethings in life which you remember only in times of crisis or grievances..... this blog world is one of them.... How priorities change with time...... excruciating!!!! I have my Network Management Security major examination tommorow... a five credit subject and here i am typing these words not really sure wether i 'll be able to sustain the two hours of examination tommorow.
This weakness is getting on to me and i know i have a mental heat stroke as well whereby all my neurons have gone on strike (as a part of an legitimate entity "union") which propels me to cast away my patience, my compassion, my tolerance.
ya ... !! i should not tolerate injustice no matter what, and moreso if it has been lingered on. I have been petrified deep within ..... in the past few days some decisions i have taken personify my ignominies.
"Wounds do heal, but the scars remain" which repetitively remind you of your wounds. But in this glorious world, people manage to wipe off their scars....... thanks to anti-stretch mark creams.
I cannot even blink my eyes.... even that is straining like hell... wish i could issue a direct SOS call to almighty. wishing myself the best with tommorow's 5 credit major... i know nothing in it.
goodnight
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its strange hw ppl turn to non-living objects wen they want to unwind.may b in the modern world, no companion(void of his own problems) is apt for understanding n comforting his counterpart.. there is nothing bad in it,i mean as long as blog world(n the like) fulfill the purpose..
nobody should tolerate injustice, but one has to pay a price incase he wishes to revolt..
n its natural for things to change with time..u never let ur wounds heal up,dont even try to mention the scars.
a sincere request though..plz dont let ur mental unsteadiness cast its shadow on ur physical existence n well being.i noe post aurora, there hv been negligible instances when u were as laid-back as 2 sems back.things r definitely taking a long time to fall in place n meanwhile new issues crop-up almost evryday. it is definitely not a good time. but as i keep telling u,one more day..just one more day, God is testing u...evrything wil end well (including ur result)
if u have taken some decisions, dont allow urself to be weak,u have to fight this battle alone, no matter hw many ppl r there to aid u...
these words may sound a little far-fetched (i mean coming frm someone who is hardly idealist herself), but even if u find a little solace in them, they will get their worth.
tc.
im pretty sure the almighty will answer all call soon..
Be afraid not of calling a 'direct SOS to the Almighty' for you are in luck, for the Lord hath heard your prayers. The Maker, in the midst of judgement, has remembered mercy.
He shall heal all your wounds and your scars, and shall forwith be at your side at all times. But are you ready to be at his side at all times?
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