Can extroverts ever find themselves lonely, morose, trampled and recalcitrant.????????
Well personally non-affirmative .... going by the jargons but then, its these unicorns of parallelisms which petrify me towards an affirmation..... probably got way above ur heads..... usually all my intricate thoughts do the same.
Here I am in abv-iiitm campus still undecided when to go home, still undecided over various issues and the trail of indecision does not seem to leave me because the issues in which i'm decided are not being accepted or appreciated by the indecisive entities....... probably another aircraft of a thought.
Am progressing towards a disparate search of a passion which will help me sustain my existence, if not now, then atleast some years hence. A passion which will bring a zero slope to my graph rather than initiating the negative slope which we all contemplate some time in future.
On the academic front, i could finally rope in a topic of my interest in BTP and am overwhelmed at the support of Prof. Rakesh Shrivastava in this endeavour of mine.
Coming back !! What i fear the most is the "propaganda" of several individuals, the unstinted anger of several " minds", the overflowing distances and many more intangible connivances.
Am tired, weak, crippled and seemingly incompetent in tolerating my grievances...... its a disparate search of the "brave" and the "determined" and the "meticulous" which many of my mates have branded me as ..... in the past.
Will be off to delhi soon,,,,, probably need to do some soul- searching, Maslow would give me a tight slap if i claim to reach the last slab in his pyramid-- self actualization.
Still huge strides to be taken..... but for that you need to be a physical existence which i cease to be at times........ only at times mind you !!!!! This chain of venting out your woes and collecting them needs to be broken ....... somehow or the other.////
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Sustaining my insouciance .... both in felicitation and tribulations
5 comments:
Yes, all the adjectives u have mentioned in the first line r not the traits of an introvert.any person, irrespective of his general disposition towards life, can experience these sometime or the other..
at times the answers are so obviously in front of us that v tend to overlook them.what i dont get is hw can u b so uncertain regarding issues like going home,etc...u want to revive urself,then thats probably the best medicine u can ever get.anyways its stil upto u..
one bad thought leads to other..if u dont appreciate even a single good thing happening to u, u will never b able to break this dreadful chain of events..
how can u claim to reach self-actualization when u have overlooked the lower levels of the famous triangle..
it is a time when u need to think n plan in terms of ur career goals(if the passion u are talking about is analogous then u are on for a much better future).
n plz dont consider urself weak n crippled, more than often i feel that geniune or not,it has become ur way of thinking.
at such a stage in life one has to move on...leaving behind unpleasant memories n enities that hurt,n in turn take tough decisions n define a lot many horizons.
i dont noe y i advice u so much..just wish though that u overcome ur weakness n fears!!
take a deep breath
n chill maar yaar
is garmi mein thand rakhne ki bahut zaroorat hai :)
hahahahaa
I am laughing because i see people who are doing well feeling confused or a negative emotion when things are quite right with them. Beta, these emotions are sinosidal in nature, crests and troughs moving in time. Ek achhi kahani thi par kaun likhe hehehe! This is there with the human mind that one can see thorns in a rose petal bed and roses in thornbed.
Apne jaam ke adhe hone par kya rota hai.(wah wah wah)
usse dekh jo jam ki aakhri boond pikar hi,
(line ek baar phir) jo jaam ki aakhari boond pikar hi,
barah ghante sota hai........
hahahahahah
@ruchika..
i think you know everything... but still manage to say these words.... you understand that these weaknesses and fears have been rekindled time and again !!
@dhruv
abey chill to main hamesha hoon bahar se.... andar se to koi bhi nahi hota... i guess..!!!
@sanjay
thanks mate... you made me recover the lost optimism through your words....maybe i wanted only thorns in rose petal beds.
The answer is yes, at least so for the ordinary people. Being extrovert does not require you to be in a company. It is not a condition, but an outlook of the mind.
Undeciciveness is a part of life, it will ever be present. For there is no right course that is sure for the ultimate success. What we must learn is to live with it. For some decisions will be for the better, while others will come, in the fullness of time, to be recognised as errors judgement.
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